Dean Potter.

This semester has been not only stressful, but extremely busy for me. I wanted to make this blog to show people my adventures. I wanted to show just how easy it is to go out there, explore and find beauty in nature.

Lately I haven’t had time to do what I love to do. Instead of meditating in the mountains, I’m cuddling inside my warm house with my blankets over me.

I’ve been tired and lethargic, but spring break is this week and I plan to travel.

Dean Potter is one of my favorite people. His spirit pushes my own. After I watched this documentary I remembered what life is about (at least for me).

Watch and enjoy!

(part 1 out of 5)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j8A0FejuhhY

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Photography.

I’m currently taking a photography class and I have already taken an art photography course. I enjoy photographing people raw. Raw, as in pure and untouched, yet still showing stains of broken lines and pain. Sometimes they’re beautiful. Sometimes they’re downright crap, but I’m still learning and exploring with new mediums.

Photography to me, means capturing a moment of infinity and hiding its’ authenticity with my own experiences and thoughts.

I need models, if anyone is interested please send me an e-mail at selopez168@yahoo.com. I am looking for creative and very open minded people.

 Joel-Peter Witkin is most definitely an inspiration and a muse to say the least.

 

The above picture is entitled, “Glass Man,” by Joel-Peter Witkin.

Here is a short essay that he wrote about the photo:

“We’re born naked. We actually should live naked–not literally, but in terms of honesty and openness. I’ve seen hundreds of people on the slab, and occasionally I see a beautiful woman, who is still beautiful–and it’s very, very shocking. It has an impact, because you’re seeing human remains, a human life, or the evidence of it.

I stayed in Mexico City for four extra days when I was making Glass Man, because I wasn’t getting the bodies I wanted. When bodies are brought in from the street, there’s sometimes a doubt as to how the person died. Street people may be found days later, which makes it hard to determine the cause.

Drivers from the morgue make runs every day in white trucks to pick up the dead. When found, the bodies are just thrown on the gurneys, face-down. Their noses get broken. The trucks are loaded with maybe six people, and they just lie on top of each other, somewhat bloated. They’re all stretched out. Their identities are taken, their clothes are taken away, and records are kept.

When I stayed those extra days in Mexico, I knew something was going to happen. I got a call. Four men were picked up, the last run, on the last day before I was going to leave. I went down to the hospital with my interpreter and went in to shoot. One guy had been run over by a car, not in good shape. The other guy was an old man, no good. One man had been stabbed to death. None of these guys had his nose broken, because they took the trouble not to do that, for me. The other guy, he was a real punk, nothing good visually.

For some people, the evidence of their spirit is either there or not there in death. Nonetheless, when I saw this last guy, I said, “I want him.” This was just about Christmas-time, so the Mexicans were outside celebrating, getting ready to take their vacations.

I’m in this room with a dead guy. I’m propping him up, and I put a fish in his hand as a kind of prop, and I’m checking the lighting. Then I get that straight, and I take a few photographs, just as a kind of a record. Then I make arrangements to have the guy autopsied. And as soon as he’s being autopsied, he starts changing! He’s on the table, and he’s changing. I turn to my Mexican translator, who is a very, very bright man, and we have seen the same thing. He says, “He’s being judged. This guy is being judged right now.” Suddenly, he’s not a punk any more. He’s gone through this kind of transfiguration on the table, on the autopsy table. I say to the technician, “Don’t wash him down. I want all the blood from the suturing.” Usually, they open up the skull and remove the brain. Sometimes they put the brain back. Other times they put a piece of towel or paper in there, or perhaps the Daily News–to maintain the form of the flesh. In this case they put the brain back . When they were carrying the brain, I said, “Look at this brain–it may have contained thoughts of evil, but however he was judged, he is now a different presence!”

When I got him back, and I put him in this room, I got him on this chair, and I photographed him sitting down. Then I spent an hour and a half with him, and after that, he looked like a Saint Sebastian. He looked like a person who had grace. His fingers, I swear to God, had grown 50 percent. They were elegant. They were the longest fingers on a man I’ve ever seen. It was as if they were reaching for eternity.” -Joel-Peter Witkin 

 

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Art mocking life.

So I’ve been pretty busy with school and work but still had enough time to fit in some art! Painting is my favorite thing to do when I’m stressed, and after being rejected to Cal State Fullerton and dealing with the paper I’ve dealt with enough stress.

So this is what I did this weekend…

Haha. I don’t think Jaime liked my painting. Oh well. My advice to anyone who is stressed is to go create something!

Now I’ll leave you with a poem.

Art mimics Life imitating Art mocking Life…
by Gary Stonecipher

Revised: The first posting is my original thought I penned this morning… The second posting comes after letting my mind ponder on it for awhile, then smithing it into its present form… I don’t think authors think about their process very much… It is something that can be tweaked! 

Question:
    Does Art imitate, mimic or mock Life¿
- or -
    Does Life imitate, mimic or mock Art¿Answer:
    Art mimics Life imitating Art mocking Life…

No nuts… No guts… No guns… No fun…
No one lies… No one vies … No one dies…
No to a boom… No Doom -N- No Gloom…
No more… No more gore… No more glore…
Just say… NO to WAR… No More WAR…
be like the Raven… and say… Never More…

Now… is there any part of…
       NO MORE WAR
…that you do not understand!?

…and let us hope…
    Life will imitate this Art!

…and as this Artist sought to mimic Life imitating
Art mocking Life… it occurred to me; Life can have
a tragic ending… Artists may come to a tragic end…
but Art never goes to war against Life… it will only
make a record of what it sees Life doing… WAR is;
about Life killing Life; about Life committing Suicide!

Perhaps this is why some of those who live in Life…
Try to destroy Art; Try to kill the Artist’s; As it is the
Artist’s, who through his Art, tells the Truth about all
those who have harmed Life! Sense History tends to
repeat itself, perhaps then; A warning label should be
posted on the sides of all Art Work… and should say:

Caution: History is an accounting of Life… and may
repeat itself, also may cause some to vomit forth lies,
as they try to re-write it; Life could become perilous
or even lethal, for those who have Art or are Artists;
and should you know of anyone who has Art or is an
Artist; It just might become your Duty as a Patriot, to
make these people report or report them to the local
Brown Shirt Society, and the National Thought Police!

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Roller Disco.

This weekend I went to Wumpskate with my bestie. I haven’t skated in a long time. Needless to say I fell on my butt at least 5 times, I even took someone down with me. Wumpskate was awesome because besides me falling, people there are so nice! We made all sorts of friends. This guy kept falling down in front of me on purpose, he even crashed into the walls near me haha,  A.D.D. much? Anyways, they played everything from industrial to electro.

My best friend and I dressed up. I wore a red corset and a black/red tutu with shorts  and stockings underneath. She wore a black corset and a black skirt with purple/black stockings and fishnets underneath.

Here are some photographs:

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R.I.P.

 

True friends are hard to come by. Best friend are rare. R.J. was my best friend and today is her birthday. She passed away two years ago. Sometimes I forget that I can’t text her anymore. Sometimes I wish I could hug her and tell her that the lady in the mall was wrong.

Two months before she passed away an old lady came up to her in the mall and told her, “You are going to die soon.” She was obviously worried and came looking for my comfort and reassurance. I told her not to worry. I told her that everything was going to be alright and that we were going to live to be old ladies with thousands of memories floating through our feeble minds.

Two months later I saw her at school. She told me that she was sick and when we walked to class I said, “Hope you feel better, I’ll see you later.” I never thought that the next time I would see her was laying in a coffin with caked-on makeup hiding the life that once was.

She was a wonderful friend. She let me run away with my creativity (I did her makeup and picked out her outfit in the photograph above).

My point is that life is so amazing. She made friends left and right. I learned something valuable from her. I learned that you shouldn’t be afraid to talk to people. Just carry a smile on your face and pass it on.

When I went to the cemetary I took my nieces and nephew with me. I asked them whether being there made them feel afraid or peaceful. They answered peaceful.  So I asked them why and my little niece said, “Because they’re finally free.”

Death is freedom. Knowing that makes living easy. When I look into a crowd I see dying bodies and souls pushing to get out.

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Skydiving.

Since I was a kid I always told myself that on my 21st birthday I would go skydiving. So when that time came along I jumped 12,500 feet above ground in Lake Elsinore. It was an exhilarating high to say the least. The freefall lasted about 60 seconds and I was scared beyond my wits! I saw the world in all of its beauty.

The total cost was about $300 including video and photographs. It was beyond amazing and I highly suggest people  try it at least once!

Here are some photos.

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Entering Reality.

Pleased to meet you.

There are a number of reasons as to why I’ve decided to start this blog, but first off let me introduce myself. My name is Sandra, but more often than not I go by Sandy. I am a 22-year-old student and work as the current editor in chief of the Citrus College Clarion. My major focus in life is journalism and writing.

I write for truth. I write to express myself.  I write to ban ignorance. I write to create.

This blog is  about living life to the fullest and making the time here on earth worthwhile.

I travel when I can. I enjoy extreme sports, such as rock climbing and skydiving and I also adore nature and art.I love meeting new people and exploring new ideas. On occasion I paint and draw; I am a poet at heart.

So this is my blog.

I am not afraid to take risks. From now on I will share with you my adventures, travels and inspirations. Enjoy!

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